the mid term test really makes me crazy...

i've lost my spirit which is collected by lazing around on the previous holidays..

1st day>>>>> auto Cad.... SUCKS!

2nd day>>>>> oFf... but still doing those holy crap assignments till 1 a.m..

3rd day a.k.a today>>>>> slaughtered by the lecturers' statements. even it's just STATEMENTS it still can KILL me...
i made soooo many mistakes during the presentation... and.. the thing that i found as the worst among others is

i've lost my english skills.. lolz..
holy crappp!!

i think,,, if i take sum proficiency test,, i'm sure that my score wouldn't pass 500..

before i took my 1st toefl test,,,my HS english teacher had set 600 as the optimal score of mine. but i couldn't reach the target,,, it's even quite far from 600,,, only 570..
she said that 570 is like 6.o for me, and 600 is 7.5. lol...

and,,,

i dun even dare think that i'll get 500 if i take one of those EPT tests now...
lolz...


should repair diz condition immediately before it's getting worse..

oh,,, yea..

i even lost my presenting skills.
i thought i had a good one in HS,, till the 1st year i thought.

international class is called international because of its language and its standards rite...

waaa,,,, i should get diz fixed..

especially grammatical writing.

lol,,,,,,,,,
what a frustrating condition..
hate diz regressing process...
hux hux hux..